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誘発ステロイド | Yuuhatsu Suteroido | Steroid-Induced
By: Chesa
Vocal: Hatsune Miku
Album: n/a

Listen: youtube (subbed), Nico Nico Douga

Kanji//

1日も1秒たりも止む事の無い　その症状
寝る間にさえ絶え間なく迫りくる影の囁き声　絶え間無い安眠妨害

酷い世界の果てで辿り着く場所なんて　皆同じ
生まれ付き宿命られた傷跡なんて　納得できるはずもなくて

こんな私じゃ嫌でしょ　こんな私に近寄らないで
どんどんどんどんどんどん　膨らんでいく妄想
ああでもないこうでもない　そうでもないもうどうでもいい
バラバラに崩れゆくピース

一時の「正常」と引換えの「症状」
廻り廻る状態異常の連鎖反応　

痛いくらいに掻き毟って　その場凌ぎの代償かな？
薬漬けに溺れてっちゃって　どーしよーもない快楽優先
キツいくらいに抱かれちゃって　離れらんない　込み上げる衝動　
屈辱的　盲信状態　虚ろな思考　何を悟るかしら

失った後に気づく　そんな物なんて大事なの？
それすらも考える余裕もなくて　ただただ見えないフリ

「そんな筈じゃなかった」とか　そんなセリフ吐き散らして
どんどんどんどんどんどん　消し去って行く可能性
ああでもないこうでもない　そうでもないもうどうでもいい
諦めの色にただ成す術無し

一時の「衝動」とその先の「症状」
後戻り出来るはずもなく呆然　ほら

痛いくらいに満身創痍　羞恥晒し　これは何の罰？
醜さに吐き気がしたって　取り戻せない痕の祭り　　　
部屋の角踞って　薄れゆくのはある種の憧憬　
刻み込まれ　退路喪失　虚ろな瞳　何が映るかしら

一時の「正常」と引換えの「症状」
置き去りの思考回路と色彩　他の病の誘発　ステロイド

痛いくらいに掻き毟って　その場凌ぎの代償かな？
薬漬けに溺れてっちゃって　その先　欲に溺れた末路　
ただただ掻き毟って　終わりの見えない少女の症状　
屈辱的盲信状態　拠り所無くした少女「誰か助けてよ」

あああああああああああああああああああああああああああ

English//

The symptoms refuse to quit for even a day or a second
Even when I'm slumbering, there's a looming whisper of a shadow incessantly interrupting my sleep

I arrived at the end of this terrible world, and everyone's all the same!
I should be able to accept the fate of being born without scars

I'm bad news, right? So don't come near me!
More and more and more the delusion swells rapidly
Ah, but she won't, and he won't, then no one will, so whatever
Broken and crumbling to pieces

In a "normal" time, the "symptoms" are exchanged
Circling and spinning in a state of chain reaction

Will hurting be enough to surpass the cost?
If I were to drown in drugs, "Oh no, it's nothing", Pleasure Priority
Embracing it so tightly, I can't escape the urge to use it
I wonder why it is that I notice these hollow and humiliating thoughts in a state of naivety?

Why did I notice something was important after I lost it?
I don't have the time to think. I just, just don't intend to look.

I spewed destructive phrases like, "I don't expect such things!"
That's probably why more and more and more I get shut down
Ah, but she won't, and he won't, then no one will, so whatever
A color that won't give up just doesn't exist

The temporary "impulse" of the earlier "symptoms"
You should be able to turn back without being stunned. See?

Would the shame of having the wounds all over my body be exposed be enough of a punishment?
My ugliness made me sick, a festival I couldn't return from
Crouched in the corner of the room, a certain kind of longing was fading
Engraved, the escape route was lost, in hollow eyes, I wonder what was reflected?

In a "normal" time, the "symptoms" are exchanged
Abandoned thought-circuit and color, another disease of steroid induction

Will hurting be enough to surpass the cost?
If I haven't drowned in drugs, I'll drown in greed
Just, just going to rip apart the symptom girl who has no end in sight!
The girl, in a humiliating state of helpless blind-faith, losing her foothold, says, "Someone, save me!"